Can you please stop going back any forth? I think you’re really being selfish. You keep changing your mind on things that should be definite. Maybe you are letting fear get the best of you, or maybe you are on the right track. You just don’t want to make someone make that big of a leap for you…and then…not want them anymore. It’s rude, and selfish, and unfair. You just need to differentiate what your wants and fears are….That is all.