Do I really want to deal with all this day, after day, after day? I hate when I open up to people ALL the time, and they can’t reciprocate? It’s not that hard of a concept, I’ve never judged before, why would I now? I hate when people just close up like that, and frankly…I can’t deal with it.
At all. As much as I want to, to make something work you HAVE to be open. You absolutely have to convey your feelings. It is just upsetting and the drama surrounding it is overwhelming. I just want to go home, and go back to my normal life.