December 2011
All of this pretending to remain civil
small talk bullshit is really getting to me. 12 days until she’s here and I am dreading it when not too long ago I was ecstatic. I wish it would just happen already so I can get it over with, like I’m pulling off a bandaid fast, so that the pain isn’t as grueling. I’m sick of feeling bound by something I don’t want to be bound by anymore. But I feel she is much more...
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Time to prepare for the next chapter of my life
finding and taking care of myself. I am joining a gym and eating healthy beginning the first. I know I’ve done this numerous times. When I am ending a relationship or at a pivotal place in my life, I do this I’M GOING TO CHANGE. Then I look for love or something else and forget about me. This time, I need to take care of my body not just to look good but to feel good about myself. I...
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