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Ugh she’s being so sweet and affectionate today. I love this little girl. This is gonna suck so hard. :(

I can’t believe my dad died 5 years ago today. And dealing with my stressful work stuff today just sucks. I wanna stay so bad. And he wants me to stay too but apparently you have to tax nannies and he paid from a business account. :( ugh. I can’t stop crying. I’m not ready to say goodbye to the kids, I thought i’d be here for another month. Ugh and just thinking that I haven’t been able to talk I my dad in 5 years is Almost an unreal thought. He hasn’t been here for so much of my growth, and it breaks my heart knowing that he cant see who I am turning out to be. He didn’t even know I got good grades. And he’d be so proud of me. I would give so much for him to be here right now. I miss him so much.
Life is cruel and I am trying to remain positive in a situation somewhat out of my control, but I can’t help my reactions.

Stephanie, [skywritingg]. Seriously. Yous my favorite and always have something nice to say and I never remember to respond cause I swear I only use tumblr on my phone.
But yeah. Yous the best. And have been following me for like years. <3

When I go to the Bay Area, I owe you a drink or four.

How do you tell someone you legitimately don’t care about them anymore, without sounding like a bit of a dick?